In Memory And Honor Of The Greatest Man I Have Ever Known

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Questions

Answers

(Q)Would you please go to the Web Site I am building for Uncle Clayton.
 Its not finished yet but I will leave the door open.

(A)~~~~MY HONOR TO DO SO.........
 http://www.geocities.com/ithoughthewalkedonwater2002/Welcome.html
As I said,its not finished yet.
(A)~~~ I DID NOT REALLY EVEN OPEN IT ALL THE WAY, WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT HIS NAME... FIRST THING I GOT WAS  "I'M SO VERY VERY PROUD OF HER" AND "SHE'S MY LIL ANGEL" THAT WAS BEFORE I READ ANY FURTHER DOWN THAN JUST THE TOP OF THE OPENING PAGE....AND I NOW GET A SENSE OF "SUNSHINE" LIKE MAYBE.... IN A PARK OR SOMETHING OF YOU TWO OUTDOORS AND WALKING TOGETHER, I DON'T GET YOU AS AN ADULT WHEN YOU DID THIS
MOSTLY....

(Answer To Mediums Statement Above
~~~~~We lived in the Country and my Grandmothers Home was about 150 yds away from my Mothers and step-fathers.
Uncle Clayton and I used to walk the old gravel roads in the warm spring sun.
Living in the Country and especially back in the 50's not many people had access to vehicles so we would walk to the Country Grocery Store which now reminds me of a tiny take-out serving only soft drinks and cookies.
We would walk to the brook sometimes or maybe take a walk down to see the water fall as it rushed past us on its way to the river.
These together times are those that will remain forever in my memory.

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(Medium)~~~QUESTION, ONLY CUZ I'M NOT SURE OF THE BUT,,, DID HE USED TO SORTA PAT YOUR HEAD AND PULL YOU CLOSE TO A SIDEWAYS HUG AND TELL YOU THINGS WOULD BE OKAY???AGAIN, I'M NOT SURE OF THIS ONE, BUT THER IT IS....

(My Answer To Medium's Statement)
~~~~~My Uncle Clayton is a big man.He weighed well over 250lbs and was very tall.
He was big boned and his arms would make four times the size of mine.
He used to put his arms around me in a side-ways position pulling me close and kinda dragging me along.
There is no way anyone except Uncle Clayton that could of known about that.
I know sometimes we choose to believe regardless of anyones opinion but I know it was Uncle Clayton coming through to the Medium.

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(Medium Said)
~~~~~I GET A SENSE OF SOOO MUCH LOVE FROM HE TO YOU... IN HIS EYES... HE ADORED YOU, SO PROUD OF YOU.....AND...DURING THE "RUFF" TIMES, HE ALWAYS KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG...AND MANY TIMES YOU WOULD GO TO HIM..JUST TO BE WITH HIM, NOT TELLING HIM ANYTING IS WRONG EACH TIME, BUT JUST TO BE WITH HIM AND HAVE HIS LOVE AROUND YOU...QUESTION AGAIN... FORGIVE ME THIS IS NEW TO ME... BUT..WAS THERE A SPECIFIC INSTANCE WHERE HE GAVE YOU A LITTLE DOLL? NOT A BARBIE THING, AN ACTUALL DOLL?? ALMOST CLOTHE LIKE? AGAIN I COULD BE WAYYYYY OFFFFF, I'M STILL NEW, BUT IF I DON'T GET SOMETHING RIGHT, DOESNT MEAN HES NOT WITH YOU ....OKAY???...AND WAS THERE EVER A SPECIAL BIRTHDAY IN YOUR MIND OR HIS....A CHOCOLATE CAKE??? LIKE MAYBE SOMEONE ELSE WASNT THERE, AND HIM BEING THERE MADE IT ALLRIGHT AND SPECIAL??? RIDES IN HIS CAR/TRUCK????  JUST THE 2 OF YOU I MEAN RIDING?????.......THIS GUY IS VERY VERY SWEET, KIND, LOVING, GENTLE....ESPECIALLY WITH HIS LIL ANGEL....YOU.... FEEDING THE DUCKS???? AGAIN, I COULD BE MISSING SOMETHING....HE IS SO TOUCHED BY YOUR REMEMBRANCE OF HIM VIA YOUR MEMORIAL PAGE TO HIM....BUT AN EVEN GREATER "MEMORIAL" TO HIM WOULD BE TO LIVE IN LOVE,........ PEACE........HAPPINESS DESPITE THE BAD THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED, FIND THE GOOD,,, JUST AS HE DID, AND STILL DOES..... THATS ALL I HAVE EXCEPT,,,HE LOVES YOU ALWAYS...PUMPKIN?????....LOVE, I GET SOOO MUCH LOVE FROM AND TO YOU, FROM AND TO HIM........LOVE..AND HE'S GREATFUL FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE...THANK YOU SUGAH....(THAT COULD BE MY WORDING, NOT SURE)....THATS WHAT I HAVE FOR YOU.... I HOPE AT LEAST SOMETHING ARE CORRECT, IF THEIR NOT, YOUR UNCLE IS BY YOUR SIDE, NO MATTER WHAT I OR ANYONE ELSE SAYS RIGHT OR WRONG.... AND THAT YOU CAN TRUST ME ON..... PROMISE........LOVE IS A CONDUIT W/SPIRIT....SADNESS BLOCKS THE CONNECTION.... JUST SEND HIM YOUR LOVE, AND ITS OKAY TO STILL CRY HE SAYS.... HE'LL DO HIS BEST TO WIPE THEM AWAY, . . YOU'LL KNOW THIS WHEN THE BREEZE BLOWS ON YOUR FACE AND THE TEARS DRY....THAT IS HIM.....

(Answer To Mediums Statement)
~~~~The word(Pumpkin)didn't mean much until the day after the Reading.
I forgot to remember...I never called Uncle Clayton...Uncle Clayton.It was always~~~PUNKY~~~.
How could anyone possibly know that except my Uncle.The answer is~~~NO ONE~~ except him.
The Doll was a Bugs Bunny Doll that talked.His face and hands were rubber/plastic but the rest of him was cloth.
I wanted that Bugs Bunny Doll so bad.That was the only thing I wanted.
I can still remember coming to the top of the stairs at GrandMothers and looking down at the Christmas Tree.
There sat Mr Bugs Bunny.
Oh,Punky I love you so much.
If there had only been one more day,time to say Good-Bye,one more hug or even a smell of your cologne but there wasn't.
You were taken like a thief in the night.
 

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(Q)~~~
You seem so strong,so confident in your beliefs.

(A)MOST OF THE TIME, I'M A SCARED FRIGHTENED LITTLE BOY INSIDE... BUT I TRY.....

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My statement....
I wish I could feel that same way.
 
 I am kinda all mixed up here so I am gonna send this off now.
 
 Thank-You for everything and please know you will be in my
 prayers.

(Medium Said)~~~THANK YOU I CAN USE ALL I CAN GET...... LOL

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(I Said)~~~ Yep,I still prey although I lost most faith in all else. AND PRAY ALWAYS, ASK GOD TO BRING YOUR UNCLE STRENGTH AND KEEP HIM SURROUNDED WITH GOD LIGHT AND HIS LOVE, AND TO HELP UNCLE TO BE ABLE TO COME THROUGH AND SEND YOU MORE SIGNS.....
 Take Care my Friend and thank-you,> Alta

Medium Said.....
P.S.,  BE WELL MY FRIEND AND I HOPE AND PRAY I GOT AT LEAST ONE THING RIGHT FOR YOU......... GOD BLESS

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The Fee for this"READING"......
To offer kindness to another in need.
 
THANK YOU,MY FRIEND.

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My Second Reading